After the Proposal

Welcome back to my wedding blog.

When the proposal sinked in and I came back to my senses, I started to panic. The excitement started to turn into a scary feeling. I had so many questions in my mind doing rounds that I could not even start to explain. A few of these questions were:
What type of wedding do I want?
What will be the budget of my wedding?
Where - a beach, a church, at a farm house or somewhere else?
What will I wear?
What type of wedding decorations?
What will be the color of my wedding?
How many guests will we invite?
What about wedding favors?
Wedding flowers, wedding cake, wedding song, wedding invitations, wedding vows...

This list just kept on growing and the worst part was I didn't even know what I don’t know. Meaning is there any else which is not even on my list which ought to be there. I was on the brink on nervous breakdown. I had no clue how was I going to manager all these. Since I am the kind of person who would like everything to be perfect, therefore I wanted to take care of even the smallest of things on my own. I have been talking constantly to Tracy who doing her best to calm me down.

I took control of myself one fine morning, got hold of my laptop and started researching. One search on google about wedding planning and found so much on internet. I have not been that internet savvy there not aware of the almost infinite options available on internet. I have to admit that I was a bit overwhelmed looking at the options. There are so many websites selling almost everything related to wedding be it wedding decorations, wedding cakes or some of them doing A to Z planning related to a wedding. Some of them provide a lot of useful information and others sell everything you could possible need right from wedding dresses to decoration material. They will even do all the decorations. After reading for a couple of days, I am much relieved. This is not gonna be that difficult as I thought it would be.

Now, let me get down and chose a wedding planner according to my need. I have to zero in on someone reliable and who can understand my vision of my wedding. Give me a couple of days and I will be back with more…

- Steph.